Love Letter // Part II

If I let go now

Let this be the last time

I didn’t have the words

I still don’t have them

I’ll let these outburst paint

I’ll let these arguments speak

Too much to handle

Too hot to hold

And now we are here

Both so cold

From dusk until dawn

Our bodies could gravitate 

But we will still try

To carry on

Swan songs 

Different feelings 

The spark is gone 

But I need healing

To touch you now

Is to be ashamed

I never wanted this 

Pain

Shoots up my veins

I tapped the needle 

To convince me your love

Was just a drug 

Maybe in due time 

I’ll appreciate you

Until then

So long 

Love letters // Part 1

In times like this 

I want you next to me

I’d over dose on you 

You’re my ecstasy 

I’ve been clean 

But your touch 

Is too intoxicating

Hypnotized 

Falling more

We’d lay side by side 

Under night fall 

And wake up in each others arms

Like seasons 

We were 

Like seasons

I could feel your touch 

Linger

I could miss it

But I needed distance

My time is up now

We spilled over 

Routinely I pass by

But just drive 

Wondering where you are

These days 

Attracting the high rollers 

You’re probably okay

I’m grasping to

Your heart strings

Hoping I could pull you 

Back where we went wrong

So I can relive the time

Before you were gone